Happy One Year Cameilla!

College is cool. Work sucks. Sunshine is great! And everything else is cool too.

WHAT'S UP?!?

Hiatus yet again.

The past few weeks have been dope. Hands down, this is the best summer by far, just because. I went to LA and LV, and they were fun. I miss the fam over there now.

I begin school, college, in a week from today... damn. But, I know it will be fun and cool, I just have to stay on top of things.

Today was awesome. Thanks to you who invited me and made it worth while. You deserve a smiley... here it is: :]

Watched Mirrors last night with a homegurl, it was scary at times but a cool movie. I ain't trippin'.

Now, I'm hellllllza tired. It never ends or becomes better. I still have to eat and I, again, hopped that I would sleep early; and I might even kick it more! :O I have work the whole day tomorrow and plan to watch a movie afterwards with my 'ol homegurl.

I guess that's all.

MUCH LOVE TO LTA!

G'night.

Handshake.

1:00 AM

For the past three nights, I've been coming home after, at, and close to 1 AM.

All this talk about living it up, living your life to the fullest, you only live once, etc. is consuming me, or starting to. I think this feeling or thought is inevitable. Now, that I'm young, at my age I witness it more among my peers. Shall I conform? The principle is noble, but I believe my life has boundaries, or it should have. Maybe there's a way I can still live the best of both worlds. Or, is it even that easy? Test.

LL is coming up, props to my boys. Its unfortunate how my skill has, I guess, died. I miss it direly. I was raw. No doubt about it. And I know that if I try hard enough, I can get it back. But life has made me preoccupied with other things. I hope one day, I revive the name Paradox; even though people still spit it like its the shit.

Tired. Performing tomorrow morning. Goodnight. Creatine slurp....

Just great.

Today, so far, is dope.

So far I've eaten:
Two steak taquitos from 711
One Starbucks Doubleshot + Energy
One Starbucks Doubleshot
Taco Salad from La Salsa

...I think that's all. Just wanted to share.

Today at work was so chill. At last I picked up another D Sport mag, and it's off the racks. I was reading during work. I also traded shifts with a friend. The benefits of that was more hours and me not having to close. Today, three or four large groups came and watched a movie. When I mean large, I mean 25+. Yup. Also, new shirts, schedule, and paycheck. Cool more.

I recently just fixed (the heck) out of my college schedule. I'm so relieved and happy!! Excuse... YAY! No more gap and the new schedule seems so much better. Let's do it.

I guess I'm off to the gym, I know I should workout. Then again, I want to relax and watch things and I don't want to wait. Hahah, but I guess I must.

Oh yeah I forgot, yesterday was Paradox J's bday. Happy belated 'ol friend.

Bye.

Savvy.

Today was great.

Performed early, hung out with A, gym, practice, Dougs.

At last, according to D, I "finally know how to drive stick." I concur.

New pair of Nudies, finally, too.

School soon... work tomorrow morning.

Ghost!

It's nearing.

Orientation was actually fun. Most of the time. I thought it'd be this and that, but it was alright, even cool. I had great times with Cuts and the new peeps I met. Especially, our roommate Frank.

Driving around in Ron's Suby was fun too.

Practice was cool.

Gym was great.

Chillin' as usual.

Batman tomorrow! Finally.

What a day.

Oh, what a day.

It feels so good to be back!!!

Now seems like a good time to blog.

This has been my longest hiatus ever. I thought my "readers" would have said something to me. Things like, "where ya been?" or "why haven't you been blogging?" Truth is, honey, I've been busy and I haven't been up to it. So, here goes:


SO MUCH HAS CHANGED SINCE THE LAST TIME.

Word. Trust. Believe me.

I'm not going into detail because that would mean I'd have to dive to the bottom of the pool. Hopefully, as you may notice or not, my metaphors haven't left me. :] And on that note, Paradox is dim. So dim. Basically, I think I've lost it. Not the ability, but the drive, and that's crucial. Well, I'll let time alone to somehow "heal" Paradox; if he needs any healing at all.

Reminder: Paradox's birthday is on July 30th. He'll be 5. Yay!

Today is Thanksgiving at Church. If you don't know what that is, you may ask. This year, this time, it's so much different from how all my other years are. I don't want to get heart-to-heart right now, but I believe it's all part of growing up. Can I blame something? If I could, the world tainted me. Yet, come to think of it, who has it not?

Again, I stress, so much has changed in my life. I see things different now, I think different now, I act different now, I'm always busy, I'm always going here and there doing this and that -you get the gist. (No need to bore you with crafty descriptions. They're just for fun.) ((But if you don't get the gist, I fear for you....))

Ahh... I try to exhale the worries, and succeed a bit. I'm just going to take today as another day. For I know, it'll be grand.

That's all. I thought I was only going to enter a tiny blog. Heh, guess the blogger in me has reawaken. Peace out.

Back with a vengence.

...Kinda, not really.

Well, lots have gone on since the last post. LOTS. Again, I mean it. And describe? I don't feel the need to.

Anyways, I'm done with K-12. I graduated, yay! Yesterday and today were cool.

Thats all. Peace! Summer, here I come!!

Lost.

Yesterday was cool, the morning was okay, day was fine, and night was fun but turned alright.

I received news that I can't go to SJSU anymore, because their capacity to accommodate new freshmen have been filled. That sucks major ass! I applied back in November, and pardon me for not being able to get everything done early, but wtf. That upset me and it still does. My peeps even gave me a "talk" late last night... that messed up my late evening. Now, I have to go to a JC. I don't want to go to a JC because it's just more years of high school, to me. Whack. Sucks... I didn't make it to art college, which was my dream, and now I can't go to a university. I don't even know anymore.

Work yesterday was cool. One bad thing was that I returned from my lunch break late, I got mixed up on what time I should be back. It's all good though, because I wasn't able to receive any of my last two breaks. Also, what made yesterday cool, was that I was temporarily switched to work in concessions and podium. It was cool to experience how other positions work and feel. I'll jump at the chance to help out somewhere else besides the box office.

Oh, I finally got a tint yesterday afternoon! It looks great and I'm relieved. It took about three hours and while waiting I walked around the area. I had breakfast/lunch at L&L's then my dad picked me up soon after. It was a bit cool to walk around instead of driving for a change.

After work I hung out and caught up with Kski. It was major fun. We talked until 3:30ish, then I had to go. Miss ya!

Gotta do things today, but I'll approach them later. I just want to relax right now.

Back.

I'm back from not blogging for over two weeks. I think this has been my longest hiatus ever, and I don't feel so bad about it. Trust me when I say A LOT has happened over the break. So, I'm not going to go into details about 'em. Anyways....

Today was dope. Today was senior ditch day. And, this happened during the hiatus, even though I have a second violation of truancy, my father still called in for me. Thanks Dad. I began my day by sleeping in just a bit then went to EV Donuts to meet with a few people. After that, I returned home and got ready for whatever. In the process, Cuts rolled through, I tried to plan the day (because I had nothing), and later Terence rolled through.

At last we had a plan. My car was filled with Mel, Ron, Terence, and myself. We went to Capitola beach, where we later moved to another beach close by. The drive was fun and I returned to the highway that freaked me out the first time; 17. The twisties were good and it was a blast, I did fine. Also, once I got onto 17 S, I chopped it up with an STi, it was bomb. We were in the fastest lane and when it cleared up in front of me, I gunned it... or tried to. He kept on my tail. If it was another car it wouldn't be cool, but since it was a suby it was alright. It was mad funny, everyone was laughing. Too bad I don't have a turbo. Then I threw the peace out my window and saw that he returned it above his steering wheel, then he exited.

Being at the beach was cool. It was fun to hang with my fellow classmen. I didn't really do much but it was still cool. We stayed there for maybe an hour and a half. We left to go to Hooters.

I have finally had the chance to go to a Hooters. It wasn't all what it seemed it would be, I think because it was the one in Fremont, s'all good. This time the party was accompanied by Brandon, and he made it even more livelier. The food was good though, really good.

Ride home was fun too. Sleepy heads... haha!

After Mel had to leave, the rest of us guys chilled at my house. Man, they ducked up my room. Terence didn't do anything but it was mostly Ron and Brandon. We held Brandon down and all that stuff and tickled him like crazy. He squirms... crap. Kicked and ducked up everything in my room, forreal. LOL. And... Ron broke my frame... beezy. Its okay. So, we all separated and I brought Brandon home.

I took Terence to the gym with me. He felt weird because he hasn't worked out in a long time and I felt incomplete because I was tired, but I had to do something. Gym workout for today was okay.

I'm here now the same, nothing's changed. I'm still tired and all that and still don't want to go to school. Whatever though, I just gotta keep going. Alas, I blogged again.

Late!

Good.

Today was a good day. I'm still busy and tired and school still sucks.

I woke up unable to go to the gym so I slept in a bit and went to school. Peeps were home so I talked with my mom a bit. I told her I'm tired of school and she told me, "no, you love school." I snickered.

School was okay. I was in formal clothes today because I had two presentations. I "hung two birds with one tie." Yeah, I came up with that. The first one was okay, but I read off my cards too much. Which, I know not to do since I taught myself not to back in middle school. Whatever. The second one was abrupt because I was pressed for time. I guess my other group mates took too long, but it's not their fault. I believe I did well on both and received good grades.

I hung out at home a bit after school before work with my peeps. Also, I saw an STi in the lot and I hope it isn't a student's. No one on the forums has replied to that sighting. Then, I got ready and left for work.

Work was cool. Three hour shifts rock. I was even at the end and then I left. I also parked next to that bugeye I always see. And, it kind of surprised me after I checked it out.

Got back home and went out with my mom. That was nice. Her and I have never hung out. Especially the two of us and me driving. We went to Costco and back. Finally, I got new glasses on the way. I think I left my old ones at a party a while back.

After dropping her home I quickly got ready for devo and left, again. Made it in time for devo and after went straight to the gym. The gym was packed as I began but more people left leaving space. I also saw a few friends. My workout was good, a good workout that I haven't experienced in a while. I worked out my arms to day, but unfortunately I couldn't finish my schedule.

I called up D and went to his house. This was after 10pm. We put on the RS badge on my hatch and chatted a few. Then, I went home.

Did stuff and here I am. Burned a quarter tank today... yay. And, discovered that I direly need an oil change. Hahaha... goodnight.

It's been hectic....

School sucks. Period.

I guess I have "senioritis," but who doesn't? I mean, mine is the real, legit, type. I've been skipping classes again, and I don't like it.

This week is fun. Yesterday, I went to the theater, I had to experience it, and it was alright. It was a mixture of whack and OK. Then, I went to third late, because I went out for lunch, and didn't go to fifth. Neither did Ron, because we both had work and didn't feel like it. So, we both went to work and my time there was cool.

Today, we, LTA + Mel, signed and bounced. It was funny because Ron got out through the front, but we couldn't. So, we went in the theater and left through the curtain. Other people did too. It was funny. Now, all of us went out. It was fun because we all bonded and all that. We all went here and there.... What sucks is, I made a mistake, so did everyone else, in believing that class started as the same time as yesterday -dead wrong. The three of them went to class but I decided not to. I didn't want to walk into second, where I was supposed to take a test, ten minutes late. In the end, I know I should have just gone. I don't even know.... Then I went to class and am now here home. While we were all out I even studied. Whatever I guess.

And to add to the truancy; I know for a fact that we're just watching a movie in my first period tomorrow. I don't even think I'm going to go. >:O This is bad.

That's an update of "lately." Bye.

Grinding times.

This weekend is cool. Work is tiring and takes my whole weekend. I watched movies after my shifts though, these past two days. I watched Forgetting Sarah Marshall last night and Harold and Kumar 2 earlier, with LTA + girlies. It's cool. Working hard and rewarding myself by taking part of the perks. Even though it's tiring and tough, and peeps grill ya, I get by. I'm hecka tired right now though. So, that's it. Imma go chill.... Goodnight.

Earnings.

Just got home from working my first midnight showing shift. I worked from 6:15 pm - 12:30 am, but got out a bit later. The day was cool. People were nice and I had artwork to keep me busy.

Got my check today... paid!

It feels so good just crusin' down the street late at night when you're the only one occupying the road. Pure bliss. Driving the limit with your window down and music playing. Refreshing.

My short shifter and knob came in, yayuh! Kartboy SS with a Prodrive SK. Sex.

Now, I'm hella tired and am gonna eat then sleep. I don't even know if I'll get up on time, but whatever. Also, I got work again tomorrow. Close to an eight hour shift. There goes my Friday.

I had this in my info for a bit:

Things I want to accomplish before I die:
Own an STi or have mine swapped.
Be married and have at least a boy and a girl.
Name my son Silus and my daughter Sobe and/or Camella. (Don't bite!)
Get someone out of the way of something that would hit them, thus saving their life.
Meet and take a picture with someone famous.
Write my heart's song and paint my best painting.
Make or be in a skateboarding film.
Have met my "hot, lost, exchange student."
Graduated college and attained a job where I'm head.
Buy a big or just a nice house for my parents to grow old in.
Go to Japan.
Go on a road trip with friends/family.
Sleep for, at least, a full 24 hours.
Reached at least 5'10" in height.
Teach a class or mentor a group.
Had long hair and a beard, then after that shave it all off and go totally bald.
Be featured on a musical CD.

Yawnnnnnnn, goodnight!

Getting past.

Yesterday and today were both cool.

Yesterday and today at work were super busy. I'd say that yesterday was worse than today. Forbidden Kingdom is definitely the weekend box-hitter. So many showings of that movie were sold out before they began. Ah... sigh of relief.

The meet last night was fun.

What else? Every thing's cool. Yup, cool cool cool.

Late, I'm sore.

Alright, not all right.

Today was "coo."

Woke up early and went to the gym and had a killer workout. It was awesome. My two day workout is lifting off quite well, but when I have free time, I still feel the urge to go work out. So, I'll work that (whole thing) out.

I even cooked myself breakfast and packed lunch. How... reminiscent of my younger self. Got to school on time and again parked in a cool way. Bitters have copied the steez... bitters....

School was cool. :]

After school, I kicked it with the boys a bit and we had lunch. Then, I cleaned around the house a little and washed my car. I did a quick job but it was enough to satisfy me. And then, I scooped up Ron and we went to work.

Work was cool, it went by alright today. Box is lonely though.... If you ever get hired at the theaters, try to work in concessions or at least be able to move around. I closed today. I even got my schedule and found out that next Thursday, I have to stay until 12:30 AM because of the Harold & Kumar Pt. 2 Midnight Premier. Bastards.... Anyways, work is still all dandy.

Pulled on an Integ earlier with Ron in the car.... What's up GRANDMA!?!?!

Now, I'm hecka tired and must sleep (soon.) First, I gotta eat though. Goodnight.

A day like today

Today, or this morning, was cool.

I only went to one class, out of five. Five, half hour classes. Don't ask why....

After second and on my way to third, Cuts approached me with a question. We left. Then, we returned and I was about to be late to fourth, and I was late to it yesterday and I didn't want to walk in again; plus I might get lines. So, I changed my mind, and Danny and I left. Got stuff then came back. It was break and I had one class left. I was on time, but was like what's the point. I left and ran up Mt. Hammy.

Finally, I ran Hammy and it was fun, I even took a few pictures. It was soothing. After, I went back to school and hung out for a bit.

I came home to face my mom with dishonesty and I hated it. ;[

The day, today, isn't over too. Let's see how it goes. Until later then, bye.

School sucks.

Repeat. School sucks.

External Forces.

My week...

Monday - Wednesday:


Thursday - Friday:


Indeed. Now, off to watch more 70s Show. Late....