Wednesday, December 19, 2007

All that ain't good....

I don't know what it is, but since the afternoon I've been feeling a bit down. Just a sad feeling just burrowing in my chest. Again, I don't know what it is. It seems like everywhere I'm at, that feeling finds a way to make something happen that I don't appreciate. Then again, I should just be able to get over it and let it go.... That's not working. So, I thought I could use it all and channel it through poetry and write a new verse. We'll see if that follows through.

I hope for a good night. G'night.

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Swell.

Today was a calm and chill, relaxing day. I, again, didn't get to paint.... Shame on me.

School was alright and a little bit fun. After school, I went home and relaxed for about two hours. I watched more That '70s Show, I swear I can't get enough, and ate ice cream. Then, I took a nap before heading to the gym. Whenever I take daytime naps, which are great by the way, they always last more than I planned. I wanted to sleep for only an hour, but ended up sleeping for over an hour and a half. Its not that it just happens like that, I also hear the alarm but continue to plunge deeper into relaxation. Or, my REM sleep. So a bit after waking up I scooped up Terrence and we headed to the YMCA.

I was pumped up for my workout today. Today was arms day, and everyone knows that the arms are, probably, the most looked at for muscularity. I mean, which guy doesn't want bigger biceps? Chicks dig biceps! Lol, maybe.... Well, it turns out that my arms were somehow tired, something I did not expect at all. So, I didn't get the greater workout that I desired. And, yesterday I worked out my legs after a month hiatus and I still received a great workout. Oh well, that was how the cookie crumbled this time.

So at home I ate tons of spaghetti. I love my mom's spaghetti, its just flavorful. After that, I rested for a little and then began my studies. I have a double chapter psyche test tomorrow and I haven't been on top of what I've been taught, so I needed to really study. All in all, my study session was really resourceful and I believe I'm ready to take the test. Yeah... c'mon, it's me and psyche -I'm smart in that class.

Now, my plan to sleep for a long time, around/over eight hours is slowly limiting, so I've got to get going. Goodnight!

Sunday, December 16, 2007

Blessed, Installment 3.

Yet another miraculous day.

Saturday, December 15, 2007

Serenity.

So today was awesome. I had a pleasant and beautiful morning. I woke up at 8:49 AM after having a dream that I really thought was true. It was too weird and, whatever, to blog about, and I also don't want to. So, as I laid in bed, with the little time I had to continue to lay, I was running my plans through my mind. I knew that I had to be at Church by 10 AM, and I was becoming prepared for it. I got up and saw that I once again left my DVD player on, the screen was blue, so I turned it off and washed up a bit. I sat on my ever-so-with me chair and lost track of time with my computer. The time became 9:11 am and I needed to get ready -badly. Hustled my way through a shower and returned to my room at 9:30 am. Bad move. I needed to leave the house by that time, and I really needed to eat breakfast. Whatevs... so I kept moving. Got ready, threw on my new polo and tie and everything else, and went downstairs. By then it was 9:47 am. I stayed a bit thinking of what to take with me as my snack, which would be my breakfast. I grabbed my Captn Crunch and headed out. Gone.

The roads were packed and the clock was ticking, I kid you not. So, I relied on my faith and street racer'd it around. Passed red lights, weaved through traffic... the usual bit. And of course, I was speeding. I arrived at Church at exactly 10 am.

Sat in the last row and half of the children had already reached the loft. It was all ok though, I knew everything was alright. I haven't had a Q&A lesson in years! Never since I stepped down a long time ago. It felt a bit weird, but it settled its way within me. I came to feel how it used to feel. At the end of the service, love was once again manifested.

At the after children's activity-thing, I felt a little bit alone. I know that's so wrong, but it was because I had no one to actually kick it with, so I was just standing there. There were games to play, but I didn't feel like joining. It was not because I felt too good for them, which was joked at to me (which I didn't appreciate), but it was because I felt that I'd rather leave all the fun to the children. There's no harm in that. I also came upon the knowledge that pizza was making its way there and that sounded good because the cereal just didn't cut it. I waited for it and I went around finding and pretending to do something. Medium-size story short, I didn't receive any pizza. When I saw boxes come, though I wanted to, I didn't run at them. I let those that did go first. When my time came, there were no more. Sad. Second chance came, but the pizza's way was detoured to the kitchen to be divided into slices. I gave up and decided to leave them all to the others. So, I went to fed myself at Burger King. Got the food and returned back and ate in my car behind the Function Hall.

So returning home felt great because the atmosphere and feeling was so calm. I was alone and the house was white and bright. I relaxed and did this and that.

Picked up the togas and went to Kragen's. Then, a call from Anna came.

Anna and I had a great hang out today. We watched I Am Legend and it was super duper good. We also had a long wait hang out in Barnes & Noble's. And other things were included too.

So here I am, at the end of this blog. I like how I've written a large amount again and went into detail, thought not so into like I've done before. Hope you enjoyed.

Man, how the times have changed and grown. I miss the past.

Thanks and goodnight.

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Busybody.

So woke up, got ready, ate cereal, went to school.

School was cool.

After I got out of class I went straight to Church.
Then after I checked the dry cleaners on Quimby and Ruby.
Came back home.
Ate and relaxed.
Went to Cleaners4less on Ruby.
Back home.
Relaxed, watched some 70s Show, and took a nap.
Went to Sears and got some clothes. Thanks for the hook Brandon!
Went to Winchester Auto Parts while waiting for a call.
Back home.
Relaxed for a bit.
Went to the gym and had a GREAT workout.
Back home again.
Ate.
Now I'm chillin'!

Dang, I had a busy, responsible day. In and out of the house a few times. Makes me feel good about myself. Also, been bumpin' Paramore all day! Yee!

Off to chill some more! :D Goodnight!

Saturday, December 8, 2007

Livin' out there.

Friday - Saturday = DOPE. 'Nuff said.

(The "-" is used as "to.")

Laters! :D

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

Commando!

Today was FUN! :D


...FYI: I went commando the whole day. Hehe.




Thanks.