So this is how it's been....

I have not blogged sufficiently enough, to my standards, in a long time, to me. And, during then, lots have gone on. But sure, who really cares? Not many. But who really reads for interest? A few or more. So what is the use, what's the point of me doing all this and trying to stay on top with my writing? I don't know, it's just something I like to do. So whatever.

School was okay today. Most of my classes, if not all -wait, yes, as I'm typing I change my mind; all my classes were dry today. Oh well, you have your days. You get the image.

After school I met up with my brothers and we all hung out and worked on my car. Within the past two weeks, serious work as been put into my car -its amazing. So much manpower and elbow grease and energy... all into one transportation machine. Why do it? Um... because its love. So now, my rims are painted, toe hook painted, and I can't wait to slam her. :]

So I decided to go to the game, after getting Starbucks first. As I arrive at school I run into Cuts in the midst of his evil deed. Funny shit. After running around, we watched the varsity girls' game. They played well and earned a nice victory. Congratulations to them. After the game, I hung out with Cuts for a bit then we bounced.

Now I'm here....

Sidenote:

I guess I've found myself trying to attain something that I want again. And like in the past, I have not gotten it. So, I quit. I've repeated this cycle for this particular entity many times. Many times in the past that I might even describe it as countless. But whatever, that's my automatic response -whatever. I quit again and that's that. "...The way the cookie crumbles," is how it's said, and from day #1 I've always understood that line. I embrace that line because, as they saying goes, "in the words of the great philosopher Mick Jagger, you can't always get what you want."

Consider me done for the rest of my high school life. No matter how hard that attraction hits me or if it comes back after a while, I'm going to resist at all costs. Its kind of serious because I'm so convinced, so convinced, that it won't work, that I won't get what I want(ed.)

This may seem emo, but it's not really. I'm not complaining, just plainly explaining. So that's all, I don't want to rant about this topic because it doesn't deserve it that much.

End sidenote.

Thanks for reading.