Monday, February 25, 2008

So....

I tossed and turned plenty during last night's sleep. I kept waking up, then checked my clock, then went back to sleep. Around 5-something, I woke up again and checked the clock; it showed 5-something. So, I became delighted because that's the desired time for me to wake up. It's not that I need to get up that early to get ready for school, but rather because I shower long and try to get food before 7:15 AM. And of course, after seeing the time, I fell back asleep. A phone cal woke me up early 6 o'clock. It was my mother and she said she got a flat tire and told me to send my dad. So I responded with action. I woke my father up and asked if he needed me to go too, because I finally learned how to replace a tire after working on my car so much. I was kind of bummed though, because this wasn't in my plan and I had gotten up early enough to do my things, but it was all good. My father and I left and I replaced my mother's flat tire. She got picked up by her friend and went to work and my father and I drove back separately.

It was fun on the road. I was revving at my dad and driving how he doesn't want me to. Haha. He even called me at a red light saying how he likes how my car looks. And before we went home, we stopped at Starbucks. Now, we both returned home and got ready for work and school. And how inevitable, I was a bit tardy to my second period class.

I was kind of insecure today at school, I don't know why that was really. My body just felt uneasy, then my feelings became dull. I wasn't socializing with my classmates as much as I usually would. But, quicker than I knew it, school was almost over for me so I stuck it out, and went home at lunch.

I've got a dentist appointment at 3 PM, and let me tell you: I despise the dentist. I always have. I actually despise going to any doctor for any reason, unless I really need to, like when I got stitches. I don't like going for check ups or anything like that. I just don't. I guess I get too self-conscious that I just don't want anything to be wrong, like an illness, abnormality, or the dreadful cavity. I do take care of myself though, but I can never shake this feeling.

Since I've got that awful appointment, I cannot make it to battle practice. I feel as if I'm letting my class down because I have not been going to any of the practices. I can't really say anything because most of the time my reasons are legit. My schedule just isn't letting me squeeze in battle practice. And in a long time, I've got some amount of homework to do, it reminds me of the times in middle school. So I want to do all those early and not complete it all at night.

Ok World, let's do this. Maybe I'll write more tonight, but I doubt it. Enjoy! Late.

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