The Lonely Driver Chax

So I woke up on time today refreshed. I scooped up Ron and we got donuts and went to school. Then, we joined with Kyah and Danny... then we all didn't go to first period. Instead, we all went to Starbucks on Felipe. Ron influenced me not to go, but it was my decision. His was that he was really tired, didn't do hw, and needed to study. I didn't do hw and wanted to chill. I kind of talked Kyah to come along and he also didn't do hw. Danny, didn't have anything to do in his class and was let out. We kicked it there until second period.

Second period, psyche, was fun because the class went to the library for research, and whole classes in the library are always more fun than staying in the classroom. Kyah and I sat at one of the tables near the back and we each had a laptop, and we did work and surfed. Cool, chill stuff.

Rest of the classes were cool. Art was finally interesting again because I'm starting a painting and I love that. Gov't... well, I was late, because I hung out in the parking lot during break, with the same plus one peeps as the morning, and I was ordered to do 100 sentences stating, "I will not be late to class." No biggie, because in fifth grade I had to write 500 lines of "I will not act stupid on the playground." Still though, it's a waste of time, but easy.

After I got out, I dropped Annie to work and Ron to his cousin's house. After all that, I went home and got ready for the dentist. My appointment was at 1:30 PM and I was worried that I wouldn't make it on time. Weirdly enough, I did make it -exactly at 1:30! That made me happy. But what killed my happiness was that I waited for an hour to be serviced. Half an hour to be called in and then another half waiting for the doctor. I feel asleep a few times on the chair too. It was cool though, and then I went back home.

Anna came by today and returned my season of House DVDs and we chatted for a bit. Fun times like always!

I took a nap and didn't even know it. I was just laying down and woke up, you know how it is. I did that because I had nothing else to do and no ideas came to my mind. I woke up, went downstairs and hung out a bit with my two favorite ladies: mother and sister. Mom brought home some dinner from a restaurant in Santa Row and I eat some. Then, time came soon for the meet and I got ready and left.

Suby meet wasn't the best this time. The drive there was cool though, I was just driving regularly. I arrived half an hour late... to find no one there. Wow... haha that really sucked. So I went to Starbucks and waited across the street until I saw some people come. Then I joined, lol. Only a handful of people showed up, the regulars around my age. Nonetheless, it was fun and cool. We all hung out, after waiting for the cop to leave, and departed. Drive home was fun again.

Since I had an hour to kill I wondered how to do it. I came up with kicking it with Cuts or Danny, but I wanted to be alone and enjoy the road. I thought of running with Marlowe up Quimby, but he couldn't go. So, I just drove around the neighborhood by myself, going here and around to there and back again. It was bliss. Honestly, I missed, and love, driving around alone at night. It's solemn and eases your mind. So, I went here and there, don't worry about the specifics. Time came and I went back home.

Now I'm here chillin', the thing I do best. And tomorrow morning is a new day for opportunity. Haha, I'm so tired I'm talking nonsense. Goodnight.

Fun.

Today was. I'm hella tired and don't want to go back in my mind and blog it all. So, here's another quick place waster!

Late.

So....

I tossed and turned plenty during last night's sleep. I kept waking up, then checked my clock, then went back to sleep. Around 5-something, I woke up again and checked the clock; it showed 5-something. So, I became delighted because that's the desired time for me to wake up. It's not that I need to get up that early to get ready for school, but rather because I shower long and try to get food before 7:15 AM. And of course, after seeing the time, I fell back asleep. A phone cal woke me up early 6 o'clock. It was my mother and she said she got a flat tire and told me to send my dad. So I responded with action. I woke my father up and asked if he needed me to go too, because I finally learned how to replace a tire after working on my car so much. I was kind of bummed though, because this wasn't in my plan and I had gotten up early enough to do my things, but it was all good. My father and I left and I replaced my mother's flat tire. She got picked up by her friend and went to work and my father and I drove back separately.

It was fun on the road. I was revving at my dad and driving how he doesn't want me to. Haha. He even called me at a red light saying how he likes how my car looks. And before we went home, we stopped at Starbucks. Now, we both returned home and got ready for work and school. And how inevitable, I was a bit tardy to my second period class.

I was kind of insecure today at school, I don't know why that was really. My body just felt uneasy, then my feelings became dull. I wasn't socializing with my classmates as much as I usually would. But, quicker than I knew it, school was almost over for me so I stuck it out, and went home at lunch.

I've got a dentist appointment at 3 PM, and let me tell you: I despise the dentist. I always have. I actually despise going to any doctor for any reason, unless I really need to, like when I got stitches. I don't like going for check ups or anything like that. I just don't. I guess I get too self-conscious that I just don't want anything to be wrong, like an illness, abnormality, or the dreadful cavity. I do take care of myself though, but I can never shake this feeling.

Since I've got that awful appointment, I cannot make it to battle practice. I feel as if I'm letting my class down because I have not been going to any of the practices. I can't really say anything because most of the time my reasons are legit. My schedule just isn't letting me squeeze in battle practice. And in a long time, I've got some amount of homework to do, it reminds me of the times in middle school. So I want to do all those early and not complete it all at night.

Ok World, let's do this. Maybe I'll write more tonight, but I doubt it. Enjoy! Late.

Hurts.

The most "coolest" thing that happened to me lately was that I nurtured myself back to, close-to-okay, health. I had a little fever last night. Little, yet still a fever. I had no one to be my nurse, no one to be that figure that takes care of me whenever I'm sick -.... But it was all good. Basically, I took care of myself and that is why I consider it the coolest thing that's happened to me lately. I drank this and that, I took bites of this and that, used a cold face towel, pissed a lot, and most of all slept a lot. I knew I'd get through it, because I wasn't alone. Unfortunately, I've still got a headache. Maybe it's even a migraine.

Yesterday, D and I, along with Al, worked on my grill. It's cool how our custom grill still looks like the stock one. Ha-ha.

After procrastinating with homework for the whole vacation, I managed to complete my homework today. Not all on my own though.... Who cares?

So, school tomorrow. Yay, I want to see the familiar faces but not go to they classes I don't want to. Just another day I predict -eh, we'll see.

That's all I can muster up at the moment. I'm so tired, I've got to sleep. Lata!

More continuation.

Came home late again today; 1AM. I'm still adjusting to my latest behavior, which I know is not wrong but isn't always favored. However you interpret that, good luck.

I overslept this morning. I wanted to wake up at 8AM and scoop up Cuts and go to D's then get an alignment. Instead, I woke up from a call from D at 9-something. Whackk... and my bad on that. Got ready, scooped up Cuts, went to D's and we headed out. After two weeks, I finally got an alignment, with a 15% discount. Thanks again yo! So, when my car was finished we got lunch at Eastridge. Walked around and stuff too, then we went to Starbucks on Felipe. Went around there to and whatnot. Then we all split. My morning revolved around them.

I went home and began to clean. I did not finish the laundry because time to get ready for dinner was approaching. My peeps went to Costco and my sis and I went to Outback for dinner. Dinner was great with my fam, I missed hanging with them. It was funny because when I got back to my car, a black STi was parked next to me and it had mods, so I knew he saw mine. More funny- funnier, the owner came by and I talked to him. I asked if he was going to the meet tonight and he didn't even know that there was one. I told him when and where and he said he'd go and I said I'd see him there. And I did see him there a bit later. I went back to the east side and got Cuts and went to D's (again.)

Eric and D were already ready to go, so we bounced. Later, Danny met up too. The meet was fun, even though it got off to a slow start, but fun nonetheless. PDM is way hilarious. I was anxious for this meet because I wanted to show the latest things that D and I have done to my car; they're worth seeing. When I rolled up, my friend told me, that he was stunned. He said to me, "when you were rolling up, I was like: who is that?" Haha, because my car has gone through such a change. Seeing more Subies was dope tonight, also seeing the regulars I recognize. Then, a cop came and messed everything up. Oh well, whatever... peace! In the end, people split because of him.

Danny, Cuts, and I went back to D's and chilled for a bit, then we went to another "meet" over at Lawrence Expwy. It... wasn't there anymore, but it was okay. I got Starbucks, again, for the third day in a row. Geez.... We all hung out some more. I wanted to get home and after a while we all departed. Danny and I had fun on the freeway back. ;]

Got home and everyone was asleep. I just did my thang and went back in my room, where I am now. Earlier this week I came up with the idea of going to SF to shop and LTA loved it. Now, they're going tomorrow and I don't even know if I can go. I plan to ask in the morning, because asking this late would be just too much- even though it's kinda a lot already. Yes or no, no problem. I do feel that I've been going out a lot, maybe not too much, but more than desired by my parents. It's just something we're going through... Oh shut up already J.

Tired and I've got a "mission" to employ in some hours. G'night.

Continuation.

Each day of this week off school, I have woken up somewhat well rested. What I mean is, that I slept like I was knocked out. The reason for these, odd, wake ups is due to the night before. Which in the end means that I rocked out with my cock out. ...Was that too much to say?

So, I woke up again like that today and saw that I left my computer on. Oh yeah, I've been forgetting to turn things off too, like my computer or DVD player. Again, I didn't go to battle practice, even though it was probably canceled. I feel bad because I haven't been. It's not because I'm purposely playing hookie, its because of my schedule or mood. So, whatever.

Finally went to the gym today. Worked out my chest, traps, and abs... yay. After working out, I went to my friend Marc's house. There, I chilled a bit with him and Marlowe.

About a month ago, my car was bone stock, with the exception of a Pioneer stereo; which still makes the car basically stock. And now, totally not. Deniss and I have done so many things to it. It seriously has gone through nothing but a makeover. We're excited and not yet completed, but sure have come a long way. Today, Friday, we are going to go to the Subaru Meet; I hope nothing prevents me from that.

How am I feeling now or lately? I feel weird, an adjustment type of weird. This past week, and even weeks (plural), I have been going out at night and staying out late. It's all basically due to my friends and me wanting to hang out, but it just affects me weirdly. The reason is because I grew up differently or that I'm just not used to it. I know that, at my age, times like these are normal, even expected. But I can still pause and look around and say something. One thing is that I have limitations that my friends don't really have. I can't go out and stay out late every night and go home whenever, like my friends can. It's all well and good thought, but of course I feel that 'what if?' It's nothing, honestly, I'm not tripping or am jealous, because I know everything is good. So, I'm just riding with it. I'm being me. ...And I guess that's all... I don't know what else to say.

Happy birthday to my homie Rico! I miss that fool.

Yada, yaday, yada... wsup. 'Til next time. Bye.

The times are changing.

Today I hung out with Mel, Ron, & Cuts... twice. We all ate at Cluck's then split then regrouped and bowled at 300. It all was loads of fun. We finally bowled, really; after Ron kept complaining about it since Sunday -whatever. Haha.

I drove hella today and hella far altogether. Went downtown and back and Malpitas and back, and other places probably.

Yesterday I went to Great Mall and watched Step Up 2 with Ron. How... cool.

Today, more mods baby. Vinyls were added also. Really, my car has been under the knife for the past month, crucially even. We're going to show this Friday at the Meet. "Why you so mean today foo?" Lol.

I'm currently considered unemployed because I'm over 17 and am looking for work. I've applied to three different places and have received no words... yet. Hm....

Getting off it... again and again, how gay. I don't know why I try. I mean, I know why, but not why. Hahaha yeah....

Staggered post! Laterrr!

2/15/08

I can honestly say that yesterday was the best birthday that I've ever had. I tend to refrain from saying those type of things so I don't sound too cliche, but it's true. I can only remember my 16th and 17th birthday, and my 18th beats them all.

To those who called, IM'd, text'd, or told me verbally: Thank you all very much!

School was cool and I thought I'd have some drag during the classes, but I didn't. Anna did the most things for me that day. She left things on my car, gave me things, and hung out with me a lot. Thank you! Jereme Saran wrapped my car and I got him back. Hehe. Most of all, LTA gave me love. School on my birthday was fun.

At night I had so much fun with my homies. Even though it was a major cockfest... it was alright. Lol. Cuts and I went to the girls' Senior Night bball game. The game was cool and so was being there. After that ended, Danny met us and we all headed to University Chicken. It was my first time eating there and it was good, so I think I'll be back another time. Over there, my Mexican homies came too, Lethal Logistics and more. The atmosphere was alright despite the differences in cliques.

We couldn't find something to do after so we ended up loitering or hanging out for a while, I almost got scared that the night would run dry. It didn't though. So, after people left and departed, a few remained and that few headed to school. Haha.

It was Cuts, Ron, Marv, Andre, Danny, Neeks, and Me at school. We just hung out and chilled. We took pictures of our cars and I drove on campus. Lol, just some juvenile, slightly innocent, fun. We had an adventure.

Ron and Neeks went their ways and the rest of us returned back to my house because I had curfew. At my house we hung out some more and joked around like stupid people. :] Then we left and I dropped some off home. I returned around 4 AM and went online for a bit. Succumbing to my fatigue, I crawled into bed. My birthday had come to an end.

So good morning, you. Last night was still the best even though things didn't really go the way I hoped, but I'm not even tripping. Today's plans include: get an alignment and have dinner with my family. Its still a Saturday and I don't know what will fill in the gaps. Well now, I guess this is all I can tell now. Let's begin Today!

One word sums it up.

Priceless.





My birthday is tomorrow, yay! I guess it's cool... haha. I'll be 18 years old.

Crush.

Not the liking crush but the breaking crush.

The second phone call I received this morning stuck with me the whole day, even up 'til now. It disturbs me. I wish it hadn't happened the way it did. To sum it up, that phone call conversation was unpleasant. I now hope to straighten things out with my father.

Today was fun. I went places and hung out with people. Again, I felt that feeling of, I guess, being out on my own, and not in a positive independent way. It just has to take some getting used to for me, because I grew up in a way where I never could stay out or go out so late and much. People may read this and be like, "what the heck..." but thats how I feel. Its a bit difficult for me to explain but I'm sure the modern person is smart enough to understand. And its because I've always been somewhere where my parents knew, now thats changing. Moving on...

Anna's birthday party was fun. I ate four plates of food and was not stuffed at the end of it. That was because I didn't eat for the whole day and it worked out fine. From going to many parties in my life, I've learned to be prepared in specific ways. I try not to eat a lot before the party because I know the host wants me to eat and sometimes if you don't they feel offended. I've witnessed, myself and others, who say, "no thanks, I'm good," when asked to eat. Its awkward. So, I'm over all of the nervousness and shyness of going to parties and celebrations. If someone asks you if you want to eat, eat, if they ask you to relax, relax; it's all gravy. Happy 18th birthday Anna! And I hope you love my gift!

Kicked it with D again (again and again and again.) We did more mods on my car. Its so spectacular of how my car has been modified these past weeks. Everything all started over two weeks ago, and after the drop, we can chill for a bit. But really though, its jaw dropping of how much work we've done in the time we did it in. We're really innovative and we do not plan on quitting anytime soon. Thanks again D!

So now I'm here chilling and anticipating. I hope everything ends well and my father and I can reach an understanding or agreement, because having hostility between family members is just not right. This is only temporary, because I know we can overcome.

:] G'night.

So this is how it's been....

I have not blogged sufficiently enough, to my standards, in a long time, to me. And, during then, lots have gone on. But sure, who really cares? Not many. But who really reads for interest? A few or more. So what is the use, what's the point of me doing all this and trying to stay on top with my writing? I don't know, it's just something I like to do. So whatever.

School was okay today. Most of my classes, if not all -wait, yes, as I'm typing I change my mind; all my classes were dry today. Oh well, you have your days. You get the image.

After school I met up with my brothers and we all hung out and worked on my car. Within the past two weeks, serious work as been put into my car -its amazing. So much manpower and elbow grease and energy... all into one transportation machine. Why do it? Um... because its love. So now, my rims are painted, toe hook painted, and I can't wait to slam her. :]

So I decided to go to the game, after getting Starbucks first. As I arrive at school I run into Cuts in the midst of his evil deed. Funny shit. After running around, we watched the varsity girls' game. They played well and earned a nice victory. Congratulations to them. After the game, I hung out with Cuts for a bit then we bounced.

Now I'm here....

Sidenote:

I guess I've found myself trying to attain something that I want again. And like in the past, I have not gotten it. So, I quit. I've repeated this cycle for this particular entity many times. Many times in the past that I might even describe it as countless. But whatever, that's my automatic response -whatever. I quit again and that's that. "...The way the cookie crumbles," is how it's said, and from day #1 I've always understood that line. I embrace that line because, as they saying goes, "in the words of the great philosopher Mick Jagger, you can't always get what you want."

Consider me done for the rest of my high school life. No matter how hard that attraction hits me or if it comes back after a while, I'm going to resist at all costs. Its kind of serious because I'm so convinced, so convinced, that it won't work, that I won't get what I want(ed.)

This may seem emo, but it's not really. I'm not complaining, just plainly explaining. So that's all, I don't want to rant about this topic because it doesn't deserve it that much.

End sidenote.

Thanks for reading.

That's what you get.

From now on, I'm not going to do that thing again unless plans are legit. Hanging out and just chilling is cool within itself, but too much of that, with not knowing anything to do, sucks. So, no more. Also, I got unked last night. The thing that I was looking forward to the most, and possibly the sole reason why I did what I did, didn't go through. Oh well, its all good.

More mods and more plans! 'Til the next mod. *raises fist.

Lately,

Lately, I haven't been in the mood to actually blog with detail. Tonight's may be somewhat in the middle.

The Meet was dope, probably the best yet, because of how all the people interacted. We talked, we joked, we laughed. I also brought D, and I could tell he had a blast. First meet in two years, it was for him. I'm glad I was able to be a part of it. Mentor like crazy. Everyone loved our wagons -Wagons Rule!

Chillin' at home because I have to. I'm not tripping though, because I know its all good and for the best.

OK, I guess that's it. G'night, later.

Birthday in two weeks!!! 18!